Thy Melancholia's End

That sudden...

2009-08-19T00:46:00.000-07:00

Suddenly felt so down...

Never felt like this before.

Feels hollow. Right.

Anyways, just got back my O Level Chinese Results.

Holy ... I passed, C6

>_> talk about failin for 4 years since Sec 1

[I still think of you...]

Two movies consecutively...==

2009-08-10T00:23:00.000-07:00

OMG. Went to watch "Where got ghost " by Jack Neo

HILARIOUS SHIT! watched with hamster and he snatched my jacket away.

Scary parts he closed his eyes use my jacket cover himself.

[Not that I'm complaining LOL]

Halfway also asked for my iPod cause too scary LOL

Anyways second day watched "Up" with hamster and Akira.

Which was yesterday, which was national day, which we missed

THE FIREWORKS!!

Nvm T.T

I wish O levels would end soon DX

{If I said it, would I regret the decision I made, and if I didn't, would I regret not saying it?}

Life...

2009-08-07T11:37:00.000-07:00

Should i keep going after that person, knowing FULL well that

I will NEVER be with that person,

DRAGGING this on...?

Is it worth it?

I don't exactly know....

I feel...way too attached already.

I cant...

Stop thinking about you...

I miss Jubeat >_<

2009-08-01T22:30:00.000-07:00

Haizx. It's been long since I Jubeat-we

Anyways, if I go Australia to study, would there be Jubeat? 0.o

I wouldn't mind going anyway, cause it's terrible being around naggers.

At least I'm surrounded by friends once i'm there....

But I would definitely miss the person in my mind...

It would definitely be dragging my days not being able to see you...

[Im happy the way it is...]

Perhaps...

2009-07-31T13:14:00.000-07:00

[Perhaps, I hope too much...]

Quote of the week!

2009-07-31T06:43:00.000-07:00

Here's you're quote for this week!

"Our eyes are placed in the front so that we don't look back"

Why: Wht's the use of regretting over spilt milk? Live life, there's always a second chance.

Fading away...

2009-07-30T04:07:00.000-07:00

{Its like you're not there anymore...}

Life really sucks...

I don't wanna be in Singapore anymore.

To go overseas to study, that would be bliss for me.

[If I do leave, could I bear not being able to see you till I come back again...?]

Omg poly already calling people!

2009-07-30T03:02:00.000-07:00

Ohgosh!

The polytechnics have already started calling students DX

Hope they'll call me....

[What is it that repulse me about you? Nothing]

My life is at stake @ Amk MAC DX

2009-07-29T06:52:00.000-07:00

Omg...

My life is in JEOPARDY!

I'm being constantly threatened by Simin DX

*life N manhood at risk*

[Your voice is enthralling...]

Happy birthday Rasheed!

2009-07-28T04:37:00.000-07:00

Haa happy birthday rasheed 8D

[Will post photos after I got them]

I feel so...Can I call it stress?

2009-07-26T23:37:00.000-07:00

Gosh...

At Ajisen with my uncle...

Just finished one full A.Maths paper...

Half of two papers is done, which probably makes 2/3 done...

Having a splitting headache.

Hope can go back soon.

{How I wish you would accept me...}

...WTF!!

2009-07-26T05:40:00.000-07:00

Omg!!

I've gotta freaking finish 3amaths papers by tmr!!

What a wonderful day. Going mac get seaweed shaker fries 8D

{Its good enough for me}

Lunch....at NYNY!

2009-07-25T22:39:00.000-07:00

Wow.

Super sleepy after a few fries, potato wedges, spaghetti and garlic bread.

Waiting to go home to sleep.

{Wish I can dream of you every night without fail}

I'm dying...

2009-07-25T19:56:00.000-07:00

I'm actually really tired of life.

I've lost something, which I'm still trying to find.

But how do you find something that you have no idea,
That you lost it?

I think I found the answer.

Perhaps the answer is to hope.

Hope. It's such a beautiful word.

{I'm on tenterhooks because you're the one and only}

And then i realized...

2009-07-25T11:41:00.000-07:00

You're the reason why i live for today, tomorrow or the future.

It's cause you entered my life.

But i won't blame you for it.

Cause its one of the best things that ever happened to me.

Everything about you, i cannot resist.

Its like a trap you laid the moment i set my eyes on you.

I live, because you live.

I rather we be friends, then not.

But, i hope we can be more.

Empty hopes, 'cause i know we will never be together.

Your voice, reverberated in me.

Your scent, enthralled me.

Your words, manipulated me.

You. You are the reason that i live.

...what the heck?

2009-07-25T08:59:00.000-07:00

What the heck.

12am in the morning and the car alarms are sounding off.

How nice.

And half an hour before that a scream.

What a way to break that silence.

{Of course it would. It would change my entire course of life}

B.O.R.E.D

2009-07-25T06:33:00.000-07:00

I thought I could actually DIE from boredom.

I've gotta do homework from like 1pm to 3pm?

Ok I have no idea actually. Cause halfway through I went to my mum's place.

Had instant noodles and took my stuff and went back home. DX

Too tired to raise a pen =0 lethargic ya know.

Then wasted time again ==

(Should I get a DSLR?)

{But then I thought, if it was reversed, would it make a difference?}

Here's something to decipher

2009-07-24T09:38:00.000-07:00

Breathing heavily as i sigh,
Thy gaze into the melancholic sky,
With words thy would never speak,
Fill the sky of stars tonight.

His heart unfaltering,
unwavering tree against the gusts.
Futile actions fail to uproot,
and fear of thy strings tangling.

Broken dreams, desires overflow.
Lusty thoughts, how deameaning.
Unable to cull,
thy suffers without a doubt.

Empty hopes, chances low
Painful choices, disturbing repercussions.
Both would hurt, disrupt thy life.
Even as tears streak across the sky tonight.

Thy narrow down to this.
Reveal the real, suffer or be rewareded.
Stay the same, in agony or hatred.
What difference would it make.
Throught these devious paths of pain?

{I think i'm just there for show}

I'ma back to Blogging!

2009-07-24T09:11:00.000-07:00

Hiyaa!! Back to blogging ONCE AGAIN

(The reason was because i've been spending so much time with my iPod i might as well start blogging with both my laptop and iPod 8D)

Anywayss~ too tired to talk. Waiting for people to online and chat with me. See yazz =D

{It was as if i never existed.}